I was so nervous. What the hell was I doing? No, I have to do this. I'm going to finally go through with it. It's been months since she's let me touch her. This is her fault. She drove me to do desperate things. I had to look elsewhere for affection.
As I drove in the night, I told myself that I wasn't going to flake out. Not again. I flaked on a couple guys before, but not this time. I needed affection. I needed sex, even if it is from another man. I couldn't believe I couldn't
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